"...I don't know all the answers," Riku admitted after a moment. "To any of that. I don't know what would happen if you lost control—you haven't yet, though, and it's been almost three months. And I don't know why you woke up. I don't know why you're here instead of at home, and I have no idea what you'd find whenever you go back. But you have got to cut it out with this being ready to die thing. You're just being selfish!"