"They would think... They would think that I was a danger to everyone else and that I had to be kicked out. They'd say that it wasn't fair that I did that the rest of the crew. They wouldn't let me be a SeeD again." She bows her head against his neck, and drums her hands awkwardly on her knees. Risking the safety of the rest of the group was a crime that was punishable, and that's exactly what she'd done.

"...I couldn't fight them. That's my job. It's what I've been trained my whole life to do. And I couldn't do it. There's nothing - there's nothing left of me if I can't even protect myself... It's just...pathetic." Selphie sighs heavily, her body tensing slightly in his arms. That was really how she felt, just pathetic and useless. And by now, she's willing to bet that's what Ikki thinks too.