[Balls up his own fists up and yells right back at him.]

There ain't nothing woe-is-me about it, I'm working with facts here! I killed people, my cooking did that!

[But ugh, the mention of his dream hurts. All Blue is an entire world away, though. Back home with the rest of their crew and Sunny and where things made some kind of sense and he didn't have to squash the urge to kick the ass of some woman for getting in his head and fucking him up.

There's a part of him that bristles up at Zoro's words and wants to hiss like an angry cat, but the bigger, louder part of him is still weighed down with guilt and doubt that he can't seem to shake.]

I'm not—ruined. [Grits his teeth and eyes Zoro's sword.] But you can't ignore that. What if it happens again?