[His eyes lifted a bit. Hoping that it would stop his friend on his tracks. He didn't want Kyouya to leave him. He never wished for it. But he wasn't sure what he could say to Kyouya. Though he had to say something to make it less awkward between them. As always, he'd rather hurt himself than push Kyouya away from himself.]
It was a joke...
[The heaviest words Tamaki could ever utter. Because it was not. He really thought that perhaps his friend felt more than friendship towards him. But he was a fool to assume. What interest would he have of Tamaki? He'd gain no merit from kissing Tamaki nor would he gain any merit from having feelings for him.]
no subject
[His eyes lifted a bit. Hoping that it would stop his friend on his tracks. He didn't want Kyouya to leave him. He never wished for it. But he wasn't sure what he could say to Kyouya. Though he had to say something to make it less awkward between them. As always, he'd rather hurt himself than push Kyouya away from himself.]
It was a joke...
[The heaviest words Tamaki could ever utter. Because it was not. He really thought that perhaps his friend felt more than friendship towards him. But he was a fool to assume. What interest would he have of Tamaki? He'd gain no merit from kissing Tamaki nor would he gain any merit from having feelings for him.]
...don't worry.