He was quiet for a few moments. It was the second time he's had a break down in a week and it was wearing on him a little. Without thinking about it, he shifted so he was comfortable and made Marco his pillow.
"Sometimes I don't know what I exist for, but I still exist." He murmured. "There's so many people I'm mad at, so many people I hate. I guess that's why I'm the bad one. I guess the bad guys don't win."
Roxas mulled it over a little bit. "I don't remember a lot about the beginning. Just that Xemnas found me. He said he'd give me answers and a purpose and he gave me a name. He gave me to Axel, too. Probably because I was pretty useless back then. I'm glad to have Axel, I really am. Axel was the only good thing about that place. None of the other Nobodies really liked me much."
He supposed it wasn't hard to issue the orders then. Roxas could guess exactly how hard it was for Axel after he failed.
"Oh, yeah. You asked about my sleep. I guess it was kind of like a coma. I don't really know how it worked. I don't know why it happened, just one moment I was walking behind Xigbar and the next I was waking up in my bed, with a seashell collection. I don't know who left it for me...in fact, I can't even think of who might have. Axel wasn't around then, he'd gone to Castle Oblivion and never came back. At least, Xigbar told me he wasn't coming back. When I woke up there wasn't anyone around, so I went to the clock tower, to think. Whatever I was dreaming of is really hazy now. It was after that I started to see things."
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"Sometimes I don't know what I exist for, but I still exist." He murmured. "There's so many people I'm mad at, so many people I hate. I guess that's why I'm the bad one. I guess the bad guys don't win."
Roxas mulled it over a little bit. "I don't remember a lot about the beginning. Just that Xemnas found me. He said he'd give me answers and a purpose and he gave me a name. He gave me to Axel, too. Probably because I was pretty useless back then. I'm glad to have Axel, I really am. Axel was the only good thing about that place. None of the other Nobodies really liked me much."
He supposed it wasn't hard to issue the orders then. Roxas could guess exactly how hard it was for Axel after he failed.
"Oh, yeah. You asked about my sleep. I guess it was kind of like a coma. I don't really know how it worked. I don't know why it happened, just one moment I was walking behind Xigbar and the next I was waking up in my bed, with a seashell collection. I don't know who left it for me...in fact, I can't even think of who might have. Axel wasn't around then, he'd gone to Castle Oblivion and never came back. At least, Xigbar told me he wasn't coming back. When I woke up there wasn't anyone around, so I went to the clock tower, to think. Whatever I was dreaming of is really hazy now. It was after that I started to see things."