"My family..." He looked down a bit and took another drink. Yep, that was what he thought about that.
"It's pretty common to separate from your family where I'm from. Kids go off to university or work, they move out they start their own families. Friends get brushed aside once school is over, there's obligations to be had instead."
Natsuno tapped his fingers idly on the railing. "I didn't get along with them. I never understood them. I was nothing like them. At least, I didn't used to think so. I know that's not entirely true now. I miss them, but at the same time I don't. It's really hard to explain. I feel guilty for that too because my mother is dead and my father is..." He sighed. "Getting better without me. I was literally driving him insane. I should care more about that, but part of me is irrationally angry because they actively, naively had a big hand in getting me killed."
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"It's pretty common to separate from your family where I'm from. Kids go off to university or work, they move out they start their own families. Friends get brushed aside once school is over, there's obligations to be had instead."
Natsuno tapped his fingers idly on the railing. "I didn't get along with them. I never understood them. I was nothing like them. At least, I didn't used to think so. I know that's not entirely true now. I miss them, but at the same time I don't. It's really hard to explain. I feel guilty for that too because my mother is dead and my father is..." He sighed. "Getting better without me. I was literally driving him insane. I should care more about that, but part of me is irrationally angry because they actively, naively had a big hand in getting me killed."