raavashing: (sad: The thought of it makes me smile)
Wan | 萬 ([personal profile] raavashing) wrote in [community profile] high_seas 2014-05-31 04:41 am (UTC)

[Wan was quiet for a long time, just laying there, staring at the ceiling. When he spoke, it was in a normal tone. Though there was still sadness in it, it was mostly just acceptance.]

Raava is the other half of my soul. She is the Spirit of Light and Peace to whom I am bonded. I have tried to touch her twice now, to hold my center together with her. Both times it has been cut off by my body feeling like it's being torn asunder.

I will do anything to be able to touch her again. I just don't know that I can here because I don't know what it is that keeps shoving those... shards of pain through our spirit.

[He rolled his head to look at Leo.]

She is the first thing I thought of when I thought of a focus. She is peace. It's difficult for me to focus on something else. To... rip my own mind away from where she waits within me. I want to learn this. So... I guess... I want to find a way to focus on something else without being distracted by fighting myself when I try to follow the path that leads to her.

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