It hurts. [He mumbles softly, barely above a whisper.] Even if I know there's nothing there, it hurts.
[He drops his hand though, for Lea's benefit and puts his head in his hands instead. He's feeling a jumble of emotions at once, he's tired and he just doesn't know what to think.]
I hate this. I hate it so much. Why can't I just be normal?
[He's having a bit of a hard time coping today.]
Why can't I just be me? Or at least know who I am then? Why is it like this? [His vision is beginning to blur.] What's the point? I didn't ask for this! I don't even...Hoping you'd save me...what's wrong with me? That's not how it works, is it Lea? You can't be Axel again, right? So I'm just going to...
[He can't finish that thought, he lets out a little sob.]
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[He drops his hand though, for Lea's benefit and puts his head in his hands instead. He's feeling a jumble of emotions at once, he's tired and he just doesn't know what to think.]
I hate this. I hate it so much. Why can't I just be normal?
[He's having a bit of a hard time coping today.]
Why can't I just be me? Or at least know who I am then? Why is it like this? [His vision is beginning to blur.] What's the point? I didn't ask for this! I don't even...Hoping you'd save me...what's wrong with me? That's not how it works, is it Lea? You can't be Axel again, right? So I'm just going to...
[He can't finish that thought, he lets out a little sob.]