Like what?

[It was all too shocking to Tamaki, but he had expected it to a certain degree. There was only so much his hold can do to calm Kyouya's emotions.

With his arms free, he used one to push on the door to prevent it from opening. His face hidden by his arm. His tone was very low.]

Hit me?

[There were no other emotions left, just pain. Pain that Tamaki had buried exceptionally like Kyouya did.]

Might as well do it. Because what you do to me every single time hurts more than any amount of physical pain you can ever deal towards me. I see how sad you are. I see your pain. I see the rush of emotions which you quickly try to hide with your smile whenever something or someone hurts you. It hurts me too..

[He fell silent for a brief moment. During which time small drops of tears fell to the wooden floor of the cabin.]

I'm such a fool, proclaiming to everyone that you are my best friend. Proclaiming that I'm Daddy and you are Mommy. And yet, when you need me most I can't even do anything for you. That somehow, you always have to choose to simply barricade your emotions and move on.

...I fail at this so badly.