He slides forward, kneeling in front of Natsuno and meeting his eyes.]
Sorry if it looks that way, but that's never how I thought of you. Sora wasn't even—I don't know how to say this without it coming out all wrong.
[Chews on his lip for a moment, thinking.]
He wasn't an option. He was never going to be an option because I wasn't going to tell him. He's my best friend, that's it, that's what I accepted before I even got to know you. I screwed up when I kissed him, alright, I know that, and now I have to explain myself, but it's not...it's not really a confession. I don't think.
[Scrubs a hand through his hair.]
I mean, am I supposed to pretend it didn't happen? I can't change what we did, it's too late for that. I thought...dealing with it would be the best next step.
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[He says it immediately, then huffs a little.
Screw it, he's moving closer.
He slides forward, kneeling in front of Natsuno and meeting his eyes.]
Sorry if it looks that way, but that's never how I thought of you. Sora wasn't even—I don't know how to say this without it coming out all wrong.
[Chews on his lip for a moment, thinking.]
He wasn't an option. He was never going to be an option because I wasn't going to tell him. He's my best friend, that's it, that's what I accepted before I even got to know you. I screwed up when I kissed him, alright, I know that, and now I have to explain myself, but it's not...it's not really a confession. I don't think.
[Scrubs a hand through his hair.]
I mean, am I supposed to pretend it didn't happen? I can't change what we did, it's too late for that. I thought...dealing with it would be the best next step.