[Elsa stares at Anna in disbelief at her words. It was okay, everything turned out alright in the end and so it was okay. It was such... It was exactly what their father would have said. And completely wrong.
It wasn't okay, how could it be? It didn't matter if everything was fixed in the end, nothing should have had to be fixed! All those years of hiding herself, of keeping herself away from Anna, of ignoring Anna when all she wanted to do was be with her. All for nothing. Her powers were revealed and she had done the thing she feared the most. Even though she had ran away from Arendelle, even though Anna should have had no reason to want to be near her... Elsa had killed her.]
It's not okay at all!! How could you say that? Why do you think I have been locking myself in my room for thirteen years?!! It was to not hurt you!!
All those years... All those years fearing myself, ignoring all of your calls no matter how much I wanted to answer them... And I still hurt you... What was the point then?!! Why did you have to forget about me?!! How can you say that it's okay when all those years have been useless? When I failed to do the one thing I wanted to do the most?!!
[It's hard to say if it's anger or pain what cracks her voice, and it's even harder to say if she's really asking those questions to Anna or to herself. Or to the ghosts of their parents.]
They said you would be fine! That it was better if you forgot and we were apart...
[She shakes her head, arms wrapping around herself for support.]
It would have been better if you forgot completely about me and I was sent away after all. Maybe then I would have never hurt you.
[Her eyes land on Anna again reflecting pain and guilt for everything she did to the sister she loved so much.]
I'm sorry, Anna. I... I shouldn't have allowed any of that to happen.
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[Elsa stares at Anna in disbelief at her words. It was okay, everything turned out alright in the end and so it was okay. It was such... It was exactly what their father would have said. And completely wrong.
It wasn't okay, how could it be? It didn't matter if everything was fixed in the end, nothing should have had to be fixed! All those years of hiding herself, of keeping herself away from Anna, of ignoring Anna when all she wanted to do was be with her. All for nothing. Her powers were revealed and she had done the thing she feared the most. Even though she had ran away from Arendelle, even though Anna should have had no reason to want to be near her... Elsa had killed her.]
It's not okay at all!! How could you say that? Why do you think I have been locking myself in my room for thirteen years?!! It was to not hurt you!!
All those years... All those years fearing myself, ignoring all of your calls no matter how much I wanted to answer them... And I still hurt you... What was the point then?!! Why did you have to forget about me?!! How can you say that it's okay when all those years have been useless? When I failed to do the one thing I wanted to do the most?!!
[It's hard to say if it's anger or pain what cracks her voice, and it's even harder to say if she's really asking those questions to Anna or to herself. Or to the ghosts of their parents.]
They said you would be fine! That it was better if you forgot and we were apart...
[She shakes her head, arms wrapping around herself for support.]
It would have been better if you forgot completely about me and I was sent away after all. Maybe then I would have never hurt you.
[Her eyes land on Anna again reflecting pain and guilt for everything she did to the sister she loved so much.]
I'm sorry, Anna. I... I shouldn't have allowed any of that to happen.