There were tears now as Tamaki sat on the chair opposite of Haruhi. He tried to wipe it very fast with both hands. Unlike those tears he openly shared with people, these tears actually showed more of his soul and how scared he was. "Whether it was in private or that one time in the Music Room, each time I saw his hand make contact with Kyouya's face scared me so much. It was horrible. And I couldn't... I just couldn't allow Kyouya...", his words were lost in his sobs as once more he hid his face in between his arms.